WOW

Okay, that was quite the experience.
So, I just started moving out of the motherly house. Bye bye parents, concept is nice, the execution is even nicer, but the baggage you get on your shoulders of life experience is mostly shocking I must say.
Now although what I'm going to write and already started writing, is very much not worth reading because of the level of stonednes interferes with my logic to write.
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is, I quite the akward day had. And with akward I mean, not matching the expectations my parent desire from me.

Also, friends visiting for the first time, getting the approval. It feels horrible I still get stuck with this.
Also, I'm lay so i don't get things done properly or on time...or half on time. All the same.

BUT, now I live on my own, I can count on myself more, and learn not to be held back, demotivated etc by other individuals.

I'm writing this down to get the thought off of me, and let it slide, tomorrow is a new day, and better things will follow.

My schedule (one more time, to certainly not get fuzzled up) for tomorrow.
-Get up, take a piss, do a smoke, shower, eat, quick clean up, finish my tea, go to state thingy for paper workzzzz.
Second, cycling to old place to get stuff moved in van, since none of my friends have time or feel like helping damien, I'll have to do it myself. With pro help off course.
Third, get last check up/approval from mom I'm keeping it clean (the place) atm.
Get ID changed and the day is mine.

So, yeh....I'll probably want some weed....So that'll be an issue.
mebbe I can fix something....HAHAHAHAH

ok im tired imma go to bed.
; Pics will be followed.